I have a hard time believing someone say "I am right here if you need or want someone to talk to". Even if I smile back and nod in acknowledge of it I most likely will not pick up the phone and reach out. Especially if the person showed me in… Continue reading Something I Have A Hard Time
Tag: depression
Why Quit On Yourself?
Today was a very tough moment for myself...Let me explain "WHY"! Throughout my evening I had a friend of mine confide in me that he seriously want to end everything and commit suicide. The fact that I myself have tried on many occasions to end my life & despite how I may SEEM to the… Continue reading Why Quit On Yourself?
No Looking Back For Long(Reflecting)
Being able to allow my true feelings out is in a way bittersweet because not many people can understand how extremely hard is it for someone like me. No matter how hard I try to keep a smile on my face for too long, sooner or later my mask start to crack and fall. When… Continue reading No Looking Back For Long(Reflecting)
Become Your Own Superhero
As a child I remember reading comic books wishing I would become Superwoman when I grew up. The children in those books had someone who would save them when it was needed. Truthfully...I was jealous not fully understanding why no one saved me as if secretly I wasn't worthy enough to be saved by any… Continue reading Become Your Own Superhero
Keep Moving Forward
Today was a typical day for me being that I kept thinking about the life I am working my hands down to the bone to have. In the mist of moving forward sometimes quite often I began to hesitate and scare myself in hopes I would fallback into my depressed mode. I swear sometimes my… Continue reading Keep Moving Forward
Depression (the silent killer)
"Is it even possible to beat your depression and anxiety and win?" This is a question I ask myself daily because no matter how hard I try my depression constantly creeps back like a fly who never goes away despite how many I swat it away. Depression not only screw up your mind mentally but… Continue reading Depression (the silent killer)
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