Posted in Monday-Sunday Inspiration, VENTING

FLOWERS

Who does not like the gift of flowers? Some people would say “diamonds are the greatest gift to anyone” while many would love to receive diamonds but what can you give when diamonds are way out of a person’s price bracket? I would assume the gift of FLOWERS can work just as well. On many different occasions one can actually expect the gift FLOWERS and those occasions are

  • GRADUATIONS
  • FIRST DATES
  • PROM
  • HOMECOMING
  • BIRTHDAYS
  • LIFE CELEBRATIONS
  • ANNIVERSARIES
  • WEDDINGS
  • OUT OF SYMPATHY FOR A HURTFUL MISTAKE OR MISTAKES
  • FUNERALS

While some of those reasons listed above are positive moments, sadly enough others ARE NOT. Some give flowers to someone who has passed but the ironic part to me most didn’t give flowers to the individual while he/or she was still living!

I actually believe some gifts are much better to EXPERIENCE live, loud, and in COLOR. The type of flowers I am speaking of are TWO DIFFERENT TYPES. Which in fact one of them are known to many but I am uncertain about my second choice being as common as the first.

WHAT DO YOU THINK? *Tell me your thoughts below👂👇*

Why do many wait til the last moment when everything is too late to give the gift of flowers? The three special words “I LOVE YOU”are most appreciated hearing it with the ears of the person who it is actually meant for. Don’t allow the time to run out before giving the person your gift of flowers. What is preventing you now from giving someone NOW their gorgeous bouquet of flowers? Tomorrow is a day that everyone dreads while many wish they could have the opportunity to have a TOMORROW with someone who is no longer with him/or her presently. Your “flowers” can even be a phone call to START a much needed conversation from you to a certain person or a visit that you keep putting off for *TOMORROW* not thinking of the possibility that *TOMORROW* may not come for one or the other. In order for the gift of a gorgeous bouquet of flowers to be truly acknowledged and experienced both parties need to be present.

Please hear me correctly If you were not able to give someone FLOWERS because the person left before you could ever have the chance to and if you could, you most certainly would no questions ask. CONTINUE GIVING EACH PERSON YOUR GIFT OF FLOWERS💐! My focus is on those who have the space & opportunity but rather put it off until tomorrow.

To sum everything up all I am trying to say is if you have flowers to give “DO SO NOW vs. WAITING FOR TOMORROW”. Why wait if you have the space and opportunity to do so now?

Posted in Confessions, Story Time, Uncategorized, VENTING

What Hurts The Most

Which pain hurts the most EMOTIONAL PAIN OR PHYSICAL PAIN? This is a question I find myself wondering about at different moments throughout the day because I have had my share of BOTH and because of that FACT my opinion sides with EMOTIONAL PAIN.

Reason being I have heard on many cases from women who have experienced childbirth reporting that she wanted to have a “Natural Birth” at the start but 10 minutes in was pleading with the nurse for a epidural. The physical pain seems unbearable, correct? While trading stories the question comes to me asking “Have you ever been pregnant before?” *Depending on how I feel at the time I may or may not answer but on a few occasions I actually do.* 💁GO FIGURE💁 With this particular person I reply “Yes”. Fully understanding that another question was well on it’s way and I started anticipating it what would be coming next. After a couple of minutes passed I was asked about the location of my kids. Taking a few deep breathes I replied “in heaven” before attempting to smile so she would not feel awkward. “Oh my, I’m so sorry for your lost and I could not even imagine having to deal with something like that.” TRUTH BE TOLD I AM STILL DEALING WITH IT ALONG WITH A CLOSET FULL OF OTHER THINGS! I take everything one step at a time because no one has my trust unless it’s GOD himself other than that I am best solo.

The only request I have is for my FATHER to keep is hand over me. When I start feeling depressed I play a mental video of my life and vow to never backtrack into what I once was. EMOTIONAL PAIN led myself into drinking foolishly thinking that A FEW DRINKS CALLED “PAINKILLER” WOULD STOP IT.😂

PHYSICAL PAIN

Growing up I started cutting ✂ myself. My main item of choice was a razor blade due to the sharpness of it. Truthfully I cannot speak on WHY I started in the first place but all I remember is taking part of it. I do however can remember friends of mine doing it also..so maybe PEER PRESSURE OR WANTING BE LIKE MY FRIENDS AT THAT TIME. I also remember reading this book👇

Once my parents found out in counseling. To sum it all up even cutting could not over power the EMOTIONAL PAIN in my opinion. I tried stopping my emotional pain with cutting as I became older as well adding a few years more alcohol came to play also. Breaking my arm pain felt nothing close to the pain of giving birth to two stillborns. The intense pain of acknowledging that the guy I fell madly in love with was a wolf in sheep’s clothing. Alcohol only numbed the pain for a few hours but once I became sober THE PAIN CAME RIGHT ON BACK STRONGER THAN EVER! If I had to make a choice on having to deal with either EMOTIONAL PAIN VS. PHYSICAL PAIN? I RATHER GO THROUGH THE PHYSICAL PAIN ON ANY DAY…that is something I can handle but the EMOTIONAL PAIN lingers on despite how many failed attempts to stop it.

Having EMOTIONAL PAIN is one thing but trying to make others understand it is even worse unless he/her has seen first hand the effects of such pain. At first I started noticing the people around myself would get annoyed with seeing my tears, daily struggle, and my solitary confinement that I kept myself in because of some of the experiences I went through. I actually decided not to speak of it at all as well as let those same “friends” GO.

I want to hear 👂from others who are reading this down in the comments on your take on EMOTIONAL PAIN VS. PHYSICAL PAIN…WHICH OF THE TWO IS THE WORST IN YOUR OPINION💬💬?

❤❤I RAN A CROSS A FEW QUOTES THAT SPOKE TO & BECAUSE I AMA HUGE BELIEVER OF *PAYING-IT-FORWARD* SO MAYBE THESE QUOTES CAN HELP OTHERS AS THEY HAVE HELPED ME❤❤

🔆BECOME THE LIGHT IN SOMEONE ELSE’S LIFE AS WELL AS YOUR OWN🔆

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When You Think It’s Over…BUCKLE UP!

I am highly disappointed in myself for just stumbling on this REMARKABLE REAL LIFE STORY UNTIL NOW! Even though I am now just stumbling on I actually seeing it as one of my *SIGNS* and I am very blessed because of it.

One of the most difficult feeling is when someone feels as if NO ONE ON EARTH CARES. On many different occasions I have felt as such. Even after many “claim” to have my back I would hear from him/or her once something in their life was crashing but I can count on one hand✋the number of people who has generally been there. Despite not having the same from them I would not turn back completely because the saying says “Do unto others as you want others to do unto you”. I rather live my life positively no matter what! Too many do good ENTIRELY for the benefit of receiving something because of it vs. doing it out of the kindness of their ❤ heart. Why is it that helping others is now a endangered act? Why is that?! Despite what maybe going on in my personal life I make it a habit of PAYING IT FORWARD all throughout my day. Even if I have to brutally go into a fierce battle just to make it happen. Nobody has a “typical perfect” life please do not believe the hype! 📘Everyone has their own personal story to tell📘

By someone knowing firsthand the feelings of such why allow another to go through it alone? Out of the experience you dealt with help the other individual despite how you may feel at the moment. The smallest things can make the most MAJOR DIFFERENCE IN A PERSON’S LIFE.

In order to understand my mind state at the moment I would like to speak on the lady I stumbled upon…💡Antoinette Tuff💡 Please Google her name and maybe for those who need something to be the 🚧SIGN🚧 you are desperately waiting for allow her story to be that for you because at the moment I am allowing her story to be that for myself.

Here are some facts about her

  • Antoinette Tuff was the bookkeeper of McNair Discovery Learning Academy in Decatur, Georgia📜
  • Antoinette Tuff was able to talk 20-year-old Michael Hill gunman to surrender📜
  • At the time of the ordeal the student population was at 870📜
  • The gunman 20-year-old Michael Hill “stated he was off his medication and was not afraid to die”📜
  • This ordeal took place on Aug. 20, 2013📜
  • Michael Hill walked into a elementary school with an automatic rifle and almost 500 rounds of ammunition📜

All of this is online just google his name “Michael Hill” or google her name “Antoinette Tuff”…the thing that made me have a OMG moment is the fact that she was going through her own personal problems *BUT* despite her problems she had compassion in her heart ❤ for this complete stranger but used her situation as PROOF & TESTIMONY for this young man that if I can make it through you can do the same as well!

👉The link to the 911 call *Credited to YouTube* Hearing 👂this changed my mindset because who are we to give up without understanding that WE ALL HAVE A PURPOSE DESPITE WHAT WE MAY THINK OR FEEL! Giving up is not a option I will ever claim!

  • YOU MAY FEEL YOU ARE FED UP WITH EVERYTHING…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD
  • YOU MAY HAVE SPENT THE LAST WEEK CRYING EVERY SINGLE NIGHT🌙…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD
  • YOU MAY WANT TO FIND A CORNER TO ROLL UP IN…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD
  • IT MAY SEEM AS IF YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS IS EXHAUSTING TO THE POINT YOU HATE THE DAILY STRUGGLE OF IT…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD *Use your knowledge from experience to help the next individual who is newly diagnosed with the same as yourself*
  • You may have difficulties in your financial situation & are now extremely overwhelmed…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD
  • Multiple miscarriages, stillborns or even death of any a child of any age affect all parents…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD
  • Failed relationships romantic or friendship may seem painful at this present timeKEEP PUSHING FORWARD
  • You may diagnose with terminal illness and given so many years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, or even moments left on earth 🌎…KEEP PUSHING FORWARD *Make each moment count & reach out to others in order to leave your wonderful positive carbon print on this earth🌎

💪WHEN YOU FEEL AS IF EVERYTHING IS OVER….BUCKLE…IT IS ONLY OVER IF YOU GIVE UP & ALLOW IT TO BE OVER💪

Posted in Monday-Sunday Inspiration, VENTING

Are You Listening?

  • How many times have you felt your gut may be trying to tell you something?
  • How many times have you tried to make a move but suddenly your legs refuse to take a step?
  • How many times have you felt as if you have been in a familiar place but cannot quite put your finger on it?
  • How many times you have refused to hear 👂 what the universe has been desperately trying to tell you?

There is a familiar saying that states “The truth can hurt you but it also will set you FREE!”. On many occasions individuals will avoid the God Honest Truth as if it’s better to keep living a bold face LIE. Well,allow me to be the first to tell you the TRUTH…”LET THE LIE YOU WANT TO BELIEVE DESPITE WHAT YOU MAY THINK….GO”! The longer you allow it to drag out will eventually cause you more harm later on.

💭I like to use myself for example because I can only speak from knowledge and experience from my actual life. I am perfectly fine with others who speak from another individual’s perspective but most counselors & mental health professional that really caused me to explore my actual frame of mind are the professionals who were able to speak from THEIR ACTUAL PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. I am extremely open minded and will take any advice if I can relate to it. “DIFFICULT STROKES, FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS” meaning what may work for some may not have the same results for others.💭

“Forget The Obstacle” that is affecting or has affected your life but ALWAYS REMEMBER the lesson that was taught from it. Life is difficult all the way around for everyone. Success comes from trying everything under the sun and never give up on the dream you want to come true. “Forget The Obstacle But Always Remember The Lesson!” This is something I Live My Life By 365 days in a year! This is my actual motto along with countless of others…if something sticks out to me I see it as *SIGN* and keep it pushing🏁🏃.

***I love the fact that every chance I am able to embrace the SIGNS THAT ARE THROWN IN MY DIRECTION… INSTEAD OF DODGING THEM I GRAB MY BAT & GET READY FOR BATTING SEASON***

👂Listen to the whispers of your soul and allow the words to speak before you do.👂 Use your heart to answer the questions you have asked. Speak with confidence as well as allow God to walk you around each difficult mountain that you have to face. If by chance you ear nothing mute all sound in order to HEAR IT CLEARLY. Allow your story📜 to show the world you are a WALKING TESTIMONY & IF YOU CAN STAND TALL WITH CONFIDENCE OTHERS CAN DO IT AS WELL! Look at your life as a success & nothing less. Use your life to help others who maybe in a similar situation! Pain is something everyone has had in their life. While listening to the whispers help those who truly needs it.💪The MOST AWARDING FEELING *FOR ME* ARE THOSE THAT COME FROM HELPING OTHERS.💪

PAY IT FORWARD & HELP OTHERS TO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE. IF YOU ARE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS YOU ARE A WINNER 🏆! Do you know know the difference of WINNERS VS. LOSERS…IF NOT I HAVE SOLUTIONS TO HELP YOU DECIDE & YOU TELL ME📝

WHICH ARE YOU? TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS👇💬

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Hostage

What is holding you hostage in life? What is preventing you from enjoying life to the fullest? Physical hostage is the norm but despite what society thinks…YOU CAN BE HELD HOSTAGE EMOTIONALLY AS WELL. For example *DEPRESSION*!!!

  • 🔒YOU BECOME ANTISOCIAL🔒
  • 🔒SEE EVERYONE AROUND YOU AS A THREAT BECAUSE IT HAS TRICKED YOUR MIND INTO THINKING AS THE ENEMY🔒
  • 🔒YOU BECOME TERRIFIED OF THE WORLD & AVOID EVERYONE AS WELL AS EVERYTHING🔒
  • 🔒INSTEAD OF FACING SITUATIONS HEAD ON, YOU 🏃 AWAY AS YOU ARE IN TRACK🔒
  • 🔒YOU DO NOT LOVE YOURSELF & THINK NO ONE CAN POSSIBLY LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF IT🔒
  • 🔒INSTEAD OF TRYING THINGS OUT, YOU GIVE UP BEFORE YOU START🔒
  • 🔒YOU PLACE BLAME ON YOURSELF WITHOUT CONSIDERING ANY OTHER CONCLUSION🔒
  • 🔒NO LONGER HAVE THE DRIVE TO REACH YOUR GOALS🔒

I know first hand about being held hostage EMOTIONALLY because I am a SURVIVOR of it! I am currently experiencing flashbacks of the turmoil experience and trying to work through it. The biggest issue I am having is the fact that I WAS SUCH A STRONG PERSON BECAUSE LOOKING BACK I DID NOT LET THINGS IMPACT MY LIFE because my life always been a *LIFETIME MOVIE* so why would this impact my spirit so drastically? I am constantly MOTIVATING MYSELF AS WELL AS OTHERS BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN MOTIVATION IS AT A STANDSTILL?

*SIDEBAR* 💡I actually find myself when I slowdown from my day READING BECOMES A WAY TO RELAX. I ran across a post from mzukowskiblog that explained that when motivation is not enough switch it up and live your life by a CODE.

Reading this post gave me another option to consider because as the blogger states “MOTIVATION IS UNPREDICTABLE”. Since I am a fighter before anything else & refuse to go down without a fight I am going to go this route & live by a code. Thank you mzukowskiblog for giving me *MY SIGN*💡. Now back to the topic at hand.👇

Emotional hostage is something that others may not see at the moment because but eventually everyone will. In my particular case after keeping everything pushed down for sometime like the popular quote states “EVERYTHING THAT IS DONE IN THE DARK WILL EVENTUALLY COME TO THE LIGHT”. Things came to the surface it & I only has TWO OPTIONS…

  1. RUN🏃
  2. FACE EVERYTHING HEAD NO MATTER HOW TERRIFIED I MAYBE🚊

Mental illness is not the only EMOTIONAL HOSTAGE someone may have. Troubling relationships, guilt, fear, physical health limitations, addictions, insecurities, or even your low self-esteem can hold you hostage. Most of these with me all rolled into one with me. It took me understanding that INDEED I MAY HAVE DEPRESSION & ANXIETY BUT DEPRESSION DOES NOT HAVE ME & ANXIETY DOES NOT AS WELL. The tongue has more power then we may think and because of that how we word things is extremely important.

When I say “I have Depression” the reason I refrain from saying “Depression has me” is the fact that if I am able to have something…I have the power to let go of it as well. Depression no longer hold me hostage because I have determined my life has a purpose and I am determined to stay up float by any means necessary and everyone else who is being held hostage by anything should do the same as well. God made the choice to create each and everyone on this earth but WE have to decide what WE are going to do with *OUR* gift 🎁 of LIFE. The quicker we break free the faster we can discover our individual purpose. Before things can get better we have to ride through the storms. Once we make it through we become stronger mentally & physically but you first must regain your vision. Create tunnel vision and run 🏃to the finish line🏁with your head held high allowing your determination & drive to become greater than your problems.

There is absolutely nothing you cannot accomplish with a positive mindset and determination! It may seem hard to understand something with a closed off mind, body, and soul. Open yourself up to new options, new opportunities, new ideas 💡, most importantly new outlook on life as a whole!!! Trust me I know first hand how emotional hostage can destroy everything you thought you hold dear and close to your heart ❤ but the greatest blessings are those we worked so hard to receive. I do not believe something that is given instantly is greatly held at the same value as earned. My reasoning behind my opinion is this…A student that has made straight A’s throughout is indeed proud to graduate; now a student who needed a “C” average on their last test in to graduate had to intensely spent many nights studying for the “C” that was desperately needed. Fast forward to the day of reckoning to know if he/or she can walk 🚶 across the stage in order to receive their Diploma.

🙏Everything is not made for the weak & if God allowed it happen rest assure HE HAS GIVEN US THE STRENGTH TO WITHSTAND THE STORM THAT IS HEADED OUR WAY.🙏

SET yourself free from the bondage that is controlling your life HOSTAGE & WHEN MOTIVATION CANNOT CUT ✂ IT…GO ANOTHER ROUTE AND LIVE BY A CODE LIKE mzukowskiblog SAID!

Posted in Confessions, Story Time, VENTING

Letter To My Unborns

Angels,

  Dispite how I truly wish God hadn’t taken you two back. His decision broke my heart but I only can trust his plan & focus on the lesson that remains. Seeing children that are the same age as you two would be now is still hard but I look at the brighter side instead of drowning in my despair. Even though to some I act as if I do not acknowledge you two existence ALL THREE OF US KNOW IN FACT I DO. 

I know without any doubt in my mind I AM A MOTHER BECAUSE LIKE OTHER PARENTS I WEIGH OUT MY ACTIONS. Instead of thinking about what I want to do, I base my actions by if this is something my kids would be proud of or disappointed. Every single action I make after I became pregnant  is questioned by you two. 

  • WOULD YOU TWO BE PROUD?
  • ARE YOU TWO WATCHING ME FROM GOD’S Throne? Would Jesus be proud?
  • What type of role model should I become?
  • Are my actions of a parent?
  • Do I truly want my kids to see me act in this manner?

Assuming something can only led to confusion. Most emotions that was transparent at that present time has already been worked through. Because I thought you too deserved to see a strong mother standing tall without letting life destroy me to the point of throwing the towel in and giving the world my entire butt to kiss 💋.  I pray🙏 constantly for your father & hope your existence also motivated him as well. In a way I think so & want only the best for him despite us not having any contact with each other. Many who know about your father & I relationship do not understand how I have absolutely NO HATRED toward him. If you two do not understand either allow to explain…it’s so much easier to LOVE a person vs having HATRED toword someone. The reason why I wish him well and have no ill feelings is your grandfather was in and out my life & treated your grandmother horribly but growing up as a child YOUR GRANDMOTHER DID NOT SPEAK BADLY ABOUT HIM IN FRONT OF ME. She made a effort in not speaking poorly about him. Everything I gathered was FROM MY EXPERIENCE WITH HIM & NO ONE ELSE’S. Further along in my pregnancy your father made a effort and that is the only thing that mattered. So many things we dealt with at the time of my pregnancy knowing of you two made us put everything else in perspective & straighten up before you two amazing arrival.

 I commend your dad for changing for the better & handling everything in my personal opinion CORRECTLY. We both made a humongous effort in doing the right thing for our gifts. You two were not our first I’m guessing God probably made you two aware of your siblings? Due to the fact I was his “SIDECHICK” and since that fact when I became pregnant that time (which was on accident) he just wanted that pregnancy terminated A.S.A.P. because he was in a serious relationship with someone else. When he told me that I was devastated because like many would assume a CHILD WOULD MAKE A MAN STAY but realistically that is not true in most cases. Yes, I aborted that pregnancy he gave me the money for it and later on he confided in me that if I did not go through with it he would find something to make me have a miscarriage one way or another the pregnancy would not go full-term. Each pregnancy after would end up with history repeating itself. Some would say after each miscarriage that I would encounter Next time you will have a successful pregnancy!” While deep inside I think this was my fault in many ways…mainly because of my abortion I had. Why would God give me a child when I made the foolish choice of eliminating the first one?! I have repented continuously for it and deal with the consequences I am given from it. 

  This is how I believe your father change because by the time you two came about he wanted to have you two. We picked out names, looked for places we could raise you two and live as a family together. Your dad went from NOT wanting a committed relationship, NOT wanting children, NOT wanting to give a woman his last name, NOT placing others need before his own….To becoming a married man, putting others first, becoming a stepfather,  taking ownership for his mistakes, and being the man I know he could be. Even though I am doing some wishful thinking I am proud of him and I am imagining you two are proud of your father as well.  Our first pregnancy was a accident but when I became pregnant with you two it was planned and the pregnancies were as well. I truly wanted a child with your father but each pregnancy ended as quickly as it begin. The two of you were blessings in disguise because with all the B.S. I was going through none of that mattered because as a MOTHER I had to have the strength to push through it but not for myself but for you TWO. I had to hold it together for my future family sake.  

I like to in vision you two smiling down on me after each major or tiny victory proud of my accomplishments. I am still a MOTHER in my eyes 👀 but unfortunately God wanted you two back but I will always carry you two in my heart FOREVER & ALWAYS!

                ❤ WITH LOVE, ❤                                ❤YOUR MOTHER❤


*One thing that truly helped me work through this situation and the others is I would write letters like the one above👆to the babies I loss. This coping mechanism helped me work through my loss in a healthy and non-destructive way.  Before I started writing letters I would drink  🍸constantly & because my body taught itself how to tolerate my normal number of alcohol I would find myself drinking up to aleast two bottles every three days. What made me identify that I had to make a SERIOUS DRASTIC CHANGE was the moment I found 10 empty bottles on a drawer located in my room. Once I convince myself to put down my bottle and picked up my ✏pencil or pen✒ my letters to them first began 📝!*

🏁I TRULY BELIEVE THAT ONCE YOU KNOW BETTER, YOU THEN MUST DO BETTER & THAT IS SOMETHING I AM DEDICATED TO DO!🏁

Posted in Story Time, VENTING

MY PLAYLIST

💽A FEW SONGS OFF MY PLAYLIST

The Script ft. Will I A.M “HALL OF FAME”

The Script “SUPERHEROS”

MercyMe “I CAN ONLY IMAGINE”

Carrie Underwood “ALL AROUND-AMERICAN GIRL 

Kelly Clarkson “STRONGER (WHAT DOESN’T KILL YOU)”

India Arie “BREAK THE SHELL”

India Arie “THIS TOO SHALL PASS”

Ledisi “BRAVO”

This is not a complete playlist for myself but it does show how extremely versatile my music choices are. I listen to all types of music from country to rap…I even admire jazz🎼 music as well with no voices only instruments.  I love mostly all types of music🎶. Different moods create my taste of music 💽🎶.
🎼The biggest lesson on creating  a positive state of mind is *BE CAUTIOUS ABOUT THE TYPE OF THINGS YOU TAKE IN*! That includes music 🎶 as well. Just like a song CAN cause you to be in marvelous mood…a song CAN also place you in a rotten mood as well. To keep your focus on the positive track try not to listen to music 🎶 that will start negative thoughts to formulate in your mind. For instance certain songs trigger severe painful thoughts that I am so strongly fighting against. 

The songs that cause me to reminiscence about my past major traumatic relationship I do not dare listen to them because it puts me in a deeply dark hole for many days after or I would start doing things I rarely actually do. As the years roll pass it has begun to get a tad bit better but not completely forgotten. 

In order to stay on this particular journey of my life I dismiss certain things that would interfere with my progress. Being openly honest with myself as well as my soul & mind it’s perfectly fine to understand I myself isn’t there yet but mark my words 📆 I WILL EVENTUALLY GET THERE SOON ENOUGH😀. So keep that in mind when you are seeking music selections to listen to.🎼  
💡IF YOU HAVE DO NOT MIND I WOULD LOVE💕TO HEAR THE TYPES OF MUSIC EVERYONE ELSE MAY LISTEN TO DOWN HERE 👇IN THE 📝COMMENTS SECTION! 🎶ARTIST NAMES, SONG TITLES, MUSIC TYPES ARE ALL WELCOME HERE🎶💡