The biggest mile stone of my journey has to be walking past infants or toddlers without any tears running down my face. I can now be happy for my friends who are pregnant without secretly being jealous of their new parenthood. Having that negativity, jealousy, and evil inside only made me disgusting inside as well… Continue reading One Step At A Time
Tag: faith
Toxic Relationship
I have learned over the years that some relationships are not healthy for me mentally as well as physically. Allowing yourself to be in a relationship when you are learning to handle your mental health properly *DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, LOW SELF EESTEM* taught me the hardway that sometimes the best relationship you have to first concentrate… Continue reading Toxic Relationship
Rollercoaster Ride
The way my depression works is it makes me go and down as if I am on my own personal rollercoaster ride. Meditation has indeed taught me to stay grounded despite the many twist, turns, and sudden drops that may be presented. Some of my loved ones think when I go silent that there has… Continue reading Rollercoaster Ride
VENTING OUT LOUD
For many years I was the girl who hid everything about herself from the outside world...because of low self esteem, hurt, and how others would judge the choices I made in the past. The same people who I allowed inside would be the same individuals who would throw my insecurities back in my face. I… Continue reading VENTING OUT LOUD
Touching Tuesday
I have met a lot of individuals who situations have impacted my life in a positive way and inspired me to exhale when things are getting too much for me to handle. Life truly taught me that there are others who are dealing with a lot and no matter how difficult things are for them,… Continue reading Touching Tuesday
LOYALTY
LOYALTY...is a word many use but at the same time not many people truly knows the true meaning of the word. My loyalty is something that will never change no matter how many individuals want me to. Before anyone can say they have the gift of my loyalty God had it first. In my lifetime… Continue reading LOYALTY
Just Keep Swimming & Stay Focus
I cannot begin to understand why the image of a woman is always the first thing the opposite gender looks at. I will admit when I was younger like most of teenage girls my focus was on the typical "bad boy". Not realizing back then the focus should have been my school work, hobbies, and… Continue reading Just Keep Swimming & Stay Focus
Deeply Lost In My Thoughts
Have you ever suddenly realize the purpose you thought you had quickly disappeared without a trace or trail to be able to find yourself again? I will be brutally honest with everyone as well as with myself. I often think everything is going well and BOOM life has a very frustrating way of creeping back… Continue reading Deeply Lost In My Thoughts
